Vainglory

War is becoming more and more present in our world. Unfortunately so, but not unpredictably. Reverse engineering this state of the world we currently inhabit, it is quite simple: We cannot even agree where the fuck we come from. Abundance of theories, scientific and theological, but nothing set in stone. Nobody ever figured out that fundamental answer. Maybe Douglas Adams did, in an abstract integral way.

Point is: conflict is humanity's curse. There is no divergence. While the alpha part in us seeks to be unique and our genetics might indeed differ, our generic wiring is the same, and the conclusion in our stories is the same. The overall picture is the same. Death is what awaits ultimately. 

Your beliefs, however much of an outlier you may (want to) be, are still fucking mainstream. Deal with it. The Universe has a set variance as does the mind. Nature fucks anything that goes out of line. Then again, whatever is not getting fucked by nature, being fucked by your neighbour - in the sense that, if you don't follow through on an idea, a thought, and convert it to something tangible, it will eventually get done by someone else out there. Then, the bitch called regret will plague you.

So, try getting fucked by nature rather than your neighbour. Stop avoiding taking risks in your life to safely make it to your deaths.
And while doing so, be, do and think good as far as possible; maybe nature will use lube then...