Lost & Found

I believed I had a heart
Before we grew apart

It then felt like an aneurysm
With some unexplainable mechanism

Denying that I was forsaken
Not understanding that I was broken
I just went on
Not realising I couldn't hold on

My feelings gone rancid
My veins, a haven for acid

In my chest, shadows feast
Scary thoughts, dreamless sleep
Left in a forest so deep,
How can anyone not turn in a beast?

And so, I believe I no longer have a heart
Beneath my ribs, demons lurk

The aneurysm did its work
I am now a piece of art...

Curtain

I can't keep on writing
I can't cope
The darkness is frightening
My fingers are trembling
Not from the dope

This is the end of the road
My mind is closing
My brain will soon stop functioning

Demons I don't wanna goad
Tearing at the endless hell below
Deepening the abyss
Annihilating all sorrow and woe
Creating a new nemesis

This is another genesis
I won't suffocate
Gotta wait for it to abate
Or leave it all to fate?

Stopped wondering what went amiss
No longer in stasis
Couldn't understand, still can't tell
Only one word: Farewell...